Current mood:

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heyy. sorry i have been very active. so much stuff has been going on.
basically me and my best friend got into a lil fight and well now arent friends. i though it was going to be a clean end of a friendship. but no, thats not possible with her. she and her boyfriend started talking all this shit about me and they went aroudn telling people about how i got raped. and the worst part about that is that they were saying that i lied about being raped and i was only saying that so i wouldnt look like a slut.
like what the fuck who does that? i have never been so hurt before. i confided in them and now they are using it against me.
they even turned my ex against me. which really hurts because i really love him.
luckily everything is kinda dying down now because i am on break. i just hope when i go back to school things will be okay.
also on top of all of this i just found that my exs dad just died. and it really affected me because i knew him and because i still care about him and his family. i dont know what to do cause he wont really open up about which i understand but i dont want him to keep it all in. i told him that i was here for him though no matter what.
i just need him to be okay. his family already has so many issues.